Rainfall

I never learned to love but I've been trying to You know I yearn for your love Cuz I would die for you You know I used to be numb But I feel alive with you I really think you're the one It's like a silent truth I'm really sorry that I've lied to you Through all these years And every time you sat and cried I never shared those tears It's not that I never cared but I'm just never here I leave my home a lot Because I like to disappear I never meant to hurt you Sunshine Rainfall I'll be there for you I'll be there forever According to physics All of time is occurring all of the time and If that's really true then I guess I already died I really hope it's true cuz it means that I'm by your side Don't give me that look I know I fucked up a lot of times But I've changed Or at least I'm older I guess I look over my shoulder To see my home and regrets Cut open my chest I know you can't get over I left The only one tryna be sober But I'm stuck in my head I'm sorry I was never there for you I never cared for you I make excuses a lot Because I'm scared that you Don't really love me You just hate who I am Nathan, I'm sorry, I love you man I just hate who I am Fuck If you can call this a disorder I can disagree And even when the song is over It's just you and me I wish that we could do this over I'd do anything To have another chance to love you I'll never hurt you again Sunshine Rainfall I'll be there for you I'll be there forever --- Rainfall - Enkay 47