Lapse

The road turned into a snake And looked in my veins and said It's in your blood That's when I tried to run But it was way too dark I got scared and ran into your arms oh sweet chemical predicament I can't stop, can't change the evident Predisposed to forget the best part A story where the hero dies without regard Made sure that the needle was clean when I let myself fall asleep And all I kept was a piece of your picture It slipped from her fingers when I slid into my dreams it's not as deep as it seems And unfair as it may be I'm just here to remind you Remind you not to forget to remember me I know you know how it feels to make a clean break My bones are your bones My home is your home You must be so confused I got scared and ran away from you Oh sweet divine predicament I can't hide I can't change the evident we disposed the trusted photograph To portray the way you used to laugh Do you recall and do you wed Such a radiant pride You couldn't wait to see your first born take his very first steps And you smiled at him cause you thought he looked like me it's not as deep as it seems And unfair as it may be I'm just here to remind you Remind you not to forget to remember me now I've died, you question so much I don't possess the strength to answer straight And no, I'm not afraid, at least not to die I'm afraid to live and not remember why Sweet chemical indifference I can't stop, can't change the evident predisposed to perpetual sickness I refuse to let you all be witness Make sure the needle is clean when you let me go back to sleep And situate the piece of her picture underneath my fingers It protects me in my dreams it's not as deep as it seems And unfair as it may be I'm just here to remind you Remind you not to forget to remember me