Fresh Water

Sometimes I ask myself What am I doin' here? I'm alive, on the real I survived through the years Got me fillin' up 'til I'm empty Fading 'way like my memories I wanna talk to who sent me The world on my neck is heavy But don't catch no feelings Tell me your secrets Surrounded by demons Don't show no weakness I need fresh water I'm deep in the throws of the trench, yeah And it keeps gettin' harder And even when you die, it don't end I'm stoned, thorns in my head, no place to call home My innocence dead, hey, don't be so soft 'Cause nothin' is lost, don't matter the cost I carry that cross But don't catch no feelings Tell me your secrets Surrounded by demons Don't show no weakness Yeah, they love to judge Peep your every move 'Til my head done caught some, tangled up in blues Pray the pockets plush and I never lose But it's not so clear where we headed to Head down, goin' through hell 'til I transport Healed all my wounds, I had more than I asked for (yeah) Color in my eyes, made that L, beat the passport Tryna slow it down but this train movin' fast forward And I'm terrified, I be up all night Livin' of borrowed time Somethin' ain't sittin' quite right I'm dozin' off 'til I see a light Like, "Fuck, alright, I'll never get it right" But don't catch no feelings Tell me your secrets Surrounded by demons Don't show no weakness Don't catch no feelings Tell me your secrets Surrounded by demons Don't show no weakness No-no, no, no I'm goin' down, it's alright I'm thinking 'bout you, oh Don't wait until it's over Yeah, I'll make it up to you (give me some water) I'm goin' down, it's alright I'm thinking 'bout you, oh Don't wait until it's over Yeah, I'll make it up to you