(Not) Enough

When you looked into my eyes for the first time I felt like a deer in the headlights In a moment all the things that have comprised Every accomplishment and benchmark in my life All fell flat, all came short The bar is so much higher than it was before And I don’t know if I am capable Of the love that I know you’ll be aching for I’m not the man you think I am I’m just a fraud inside his skin How long before you start to see I’m not enough, and I can’t compete With a cold sweat I was terrified But at the same time, I’ve never felt so alive My heart was full But so was my mind Cause I stockpiled lie, after lie, after lie “You can’t provide, you’re not equipped” “You’re not a man, you’re just a kid” Is what I hear inside my head The diagnosis of my own demons I’m not the man you think I am I’m just a fraud inside his skin How long before you start to see I’m not enough, and I can’t compete (I’m not enough, and I can’t compete) (I’m not enough, and I’ll never be) (I’m not enough, and I can’t compete) (With who you think I ought to be) I’m not enough, and I can’t compete I’m not enough, and I’ll never be I’m not enough, and I can’t compete With who you think I ought to be I’m not enough, and I can’t compete I’m not enough, and I’ll never be I’m not enough, and I can’t compete With who you think I ought to be (I'm not enough) (I'm not enough) I’m not enough I’m not the man you think I am I’m just a fraud inside his skin I’m not the man you think I am I’m just a fraud inside his skin How long before you start to see I’m not enough, and I can’t compete I’m not enough