Fetch The Bolt Cutters

I've been thinking about when I was trying to be your friend I thought it was then But it wasn't It wasn't genuine I was just so furious But I couldn't show you 'Cause I know you And I know what you can do And I don't wanna war with you I won't afford it You get sore even when you win And you maim when you're on offense But you kill when you're on defense And you've got them all convinced That you're the means and the end All the VIPs and PYTs and wannabes Afraid of not being your friend And I've always been too smart for that But you know what? My heart was not I took it like a kid, you see The cool kids voted to get rid of me I'm ashamed of what it did to me What I let get done They stole my fun They stole my fun Fetch the bolt cutters I've been in here too long Fetch the bolt cutters I've been in here too long Fetch the bolt cutters I've been in here too long Fetch the bolt cutters I've been thinking about (you seemed so nice) I've been thinking about (I guess you've changed) When I was trying to be your friend I thought it was then, but it wasn't It wasn't genuine Fetch the bolt cutters I've been in here too long Fetch the bolt cutters I've been in here too long Whatever happens Whatever happens Fetch the bolt cutters I've been in here too long I've been in here too long Fetch the bolt cutters While I had not yet found my bearings Those it girls hit the ground Comparing the way I was, to the way she was Saying I'm not stylish enough and I cry too much And I listened because I hadn't found my own voice yet So all I could hear was the noise that People make when they don't know shit But I didn't know that yet I grew up in the shoes they told me I could fill When they came around I would stand real still A girl can roll her eyes at me and kill I got the idea it wasn't real I thought being blacklisted Would be grist for the mill Until I realized I'm still here I grew up in the shoes they told me I could fill Shoes that were not made for running up that hill And I need to run up that hill I need to run up that hill I will, I will, I will, I will, I will Fetch the bolt cutters I've been in here too long Fetch the bolt cutters Whatever happens Whatever happens Fetch the bolt cutters I've been in here too long Fetch the bolt cutters Whatever happens Whatever happens Fetch the bolt cutters I've been Whatever happens Whatever happens Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Fetch the bolt cutters Whatever happens Whatever happens Whatever happens Whatever happens Fetch the bolt cutters --- Fetch The Bolt Cutters - Fiona Apple