Serotonin

I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine There's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside I get Intrusive thoughts like cutting my hands off Like jumping in front of a bus Like how do I make this stop When it feels like my therapist hates me Please don't let me go crazy Put me in a field with daisies Might not work but I'll take a maybe Oh, been breaking daily But only me can save me So I'm capitulating Crying like a fucking baby I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine But there's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside I get Intrusive thoughts Like burning my hair off Like hurting somebody I love Like does it ever really stop? When there's control I lose it Incredibly impulsive So scared I'm gonna end up doing something stupid But I try to contain it Oh, it gets so draining It's like my heart is failing Every night I'm contemplating My inner voices saying, "tough" So I try to brush it off Yeah, try to brush it off I'm running low on serotonin Chemical imbalance got me twisting things Stabilize with medicine But there's no depth to these feelings Dig deep, can't hide From the corners of my mind I'm terrified of what's inside --- Serotonin - girl in red