Camden

I never said it but I know that I Can't picture anything past twenty-five Not like I care to know the timing Not like I'm looking for that silence Self-diagnosing 'til I'm borderline I'll do whatever helps to sleep at night Until I'm feeling like an island Until I'm strong enough to hide it What was I thinking looking for a sign? As if I've ever seen the stars align Somebody take over the driving Somebody notice how I'm trying Somebody notice how I'm trying When I'm toeing that line All of the time Calling it fine Calling it fine Toeing that line All of the time Calling it fine Calling it fine How do you call it when you're in your head? Like when you really keep inside of it I only talk into the mirror I'm only scared of getting bigger At least I'll never turn to cigarettes My brother shielded me from all of that He said that smoking was a killer He said he knows that I've been bitter Maybe I'm waiting for the go-ahead The validation that I never get Most of the game is unfamiliar Most of the girls are getting thinner When I'm toeing that line All of the time Calling it fine Calling it fine Toeing that line All of the time Calling it fine Calling it fine All of me, a wound to close But I leave the whole thing open I just wanted you to know I was never good at coping All of me, a wound to close But I leave the whole thing open I just wanted you to know I was never good at coping All of me, a wound to close But I leave the whole thing open I just wanted you to know I was never good at coping All of me, a wound to close But I leave the whole thing open I just wanted you to know I was never good at coping I never said it but I know that I Can't picture anything past twenty-five Not like I care to know the timing Not like I'm looking for that silence I never said it but I know that I I bury baggage 'til it's out of sight I think it's better if I hide it I really hope that I survive this --- Camden - Gracie Abrams