Mess It Up

Opened two double doors Typical, pretty sure I could grow up Probably chemical I took up walking to turn it all off Doesn't feel bearable Guess I thought when I left it would all stop Hmm, it would all stop Did I fall out of line when I called you? When I told you, "I'm fine" you were lied to How could I think that all that I gave you was enough? 'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up Funny that didn't work (didn't work) I could be anywhere, I'm on your block Cynical (cynical), terrible (terrible) Kicking myself with my gut in a knot 'Cause I heard that you're (heard that you're) Happier (happier) Hope that you're sleeping well knowing I'm not I'm doing too much, hmm Did I fall (did I fall) Out of line (out of line) When I called you? When I told (when I told) You, "I'm fine" (you, "I'm fine") You were lied to (I told you I'm lying) How could I think that all that I gave you was enough? 'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We can make it better, breaking every habit Pull myself together, you could watch it happen Let it happen Let it happen I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We can make it better breaking every habit Pull myself together, you could watch it happen Let it happen Let it happen (Did I fall out of line when I called you?) I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We can make it better breaking every habit (When I told you "I'm fine" you were lied to) Pull myself together, you could watch it happen Let it happen Let it happen (I told you I'm lying) (How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?) I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We can make it better breaking every habit ('Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up) Pull myself together, you could watch it happen Let it happen Let it happen --- Mess It Up - Gracie Abrams