Under / Over

Funny when I think about the months that I could not get out of bed Going back and forth over the letters that I wrote but never sent Wake up and repeat it, but I was barely sleepin' Swimmin' in the memories, I'm floatin' in the deep end How come you're not still in my head? I got, you got, we got too much time on our hands Used to be so caught up in the things we had planned I'm not chasin' feelings that I don't understand I'm underwater, but I'm over you Thought that I'd be good the day I took down all your pictures in my room How'd it go from easier to everything still leadin' back to you? Can I be honest? I think about you constantly You're closin' every door, but now I'm lookin' for an opening Maybe I'm just getting confused I got, you got, we got too much time on our hands Used to be so caught up in the things we had planned I'm still chasin' feelings that I don't understand I'm underwater, am I over you? --- Under / Over - Gracie Abrams