Ordinary Life

I'm a beacon in the night When it's dark, you see me shine I ain't gonna live to stay alive Nothing's gonna get me Ooh, feels like I got my throat against a knife Ooh, I wasn't made to live an ordinary life I don't never use brakes, I don't never take breaks Get the fuck up out my face, I'ma break shit Smoke a ounce not an eighth, I get mine everyday If I want it, I'ma motherfuckin' take it What you know about goin' out makin' everything you want? Used to have to call the weed man Now I'm the plug, moving pounds out in public Used to run away from it, now I'm gettin' love Who the one that made millions off of bud when they said it was a drug? Who the one that hit the stage high as fuck everyday and give love? I'm a beacon in the night When it's dark, you see me shine I ain't gonna live to stay alive Nothing's gonna get me Ooh, feels like I got my throat against a knife Ooh, I wasn't made to live an ordinary life What you know about love when you're hated by race? They don't care about faith, they just made up their face Hundred dollar bills green, do you know what I mean? Hollow words don't matter, they've got no color Like a wheeze in a squeeze, squeeze every penny 'Cause I can't feed my family with the GRAMMY's I used to be a wannabe industry stranger Now I'm major independent, danger I'm a beacon in the night When it's dark, you see me shine I ain't gonna live to stay alive Nothing's gonna get me Ooh, feels like I got my throat against a knife Ooh, I wasn't made to live an ordinary life No, they don't want me to win But I can still feel the love No, they don't want me to win But I can still feel the love No, they don't want me to win But I can still feel the love No, they don't want me to win But I can still feel the love I'm a beacon in the night When it's dark, you see me shine I ain't gonna live to stay alive Nothing's gonna get me Ooh, feels like I got my throat against a knife Ooh, I wasn't made to live an ordinary life