Will I Survive

I have this feeling inside me that I've always tried to hide This feeling has never ended, didn't ever subside I realized that keeping it would only cause me pain So I tried to forget about it but the feeling only remained Tell me will I ever survive Stop my tears and keep it inside Holding back myself from being close to you Here I am all alone so lost and full of confusion Not knowing how to help myself arrive at a decision I can't get you out of my mind I don't know what to do It's this feeling that's ever growing It's this feeling I feel for you Tell me will I ever survive Stop my tears and keep it inside Holding back myself from being close to you Will I ever wake up from this dream I'm going through