How Could You

You said you were sober So I let you come over Your words pulled me closer But your words fuck me over I kept on denyin' So you kept on tryin' You went too far for closure Too far fucked me over I could just lie here, say it's okay When I wanna rip all the doors off this place Set it on fire, and just walk away So I can feel anything else but this weight 'Cause I let you in when I needed space And you crossed a line when I pushed you away How could you? How could you? Oh, I more than regret you You've convinced yourself I let you But a version of me never met you Never let you in my bedroom Oh, all those shitty lines and cookie blinds And cheap red wine stains Suicide to change my mind And keep me afraid You want me to lie here, you say it's okay When I wanna rip all the doors off this place You set it on fire, and just walk away So I can feel anything else but this weight 'Cause I let you in when I needed space And you crossed a line when I pushed you away How could you? How could you? I once loved a liar 'Cause he knew my name We rewrite the story And make me to blame, how could you? --- How Could You - Jessie Murph