Endless Nightmare

I just wanna wake up and feel weightless Most of the time I hate this Post up all the time with a fake grin And inside it's rainin', I Can't seem to find the rays Peek through the dark, see better days I know it's comin' just don't know when Wonderin' when I'll laugh again And really fuckin' mean it Straight to the depths, I've fuckin' seen it Hell and back That's where I been I tell 'em that With a pad n' pen These days I stay low Tell me, where's my raincoat? Gotta face the day like usual These demons, yeah, I'm used to 'em Won't let 'em get used to me Wish I was how I used to be So carefree, so optimistic Never took a moment to stop and listen, I Wish for time back, I really gotta stop that 'Cause livin' in the past is so exhausting I'm gettin' older, it's never stoppin' Yeah, break down Crawl in the bed, face down Is it all in my head? Am I safe now? Does anybody else relate? Wow So many that are just like me But still I feel so alone at sea The waves rush in I'm cavin' in I just wanna fuckin' breathe Can anybody out there hear me? Is anybody out there near me? I don't wanna wake up scared I've been runnin' from this endless nightmare I just wanna wake up with a calm soul Wish I could overcome my obstacles Always feel right through the coals Wish the world could find a common goal But I, work through the night, and I see that Most people don't like the feedback Most people don't really care And most people aren't really there So the darkness is my solace And the studio is my office Try to help out all my friends But had to learn that some just don't want it So I, try to move on, keep it goin' Always write new songs Take a break and then come back strong Only path that I've known too long yeah Can anybody out there hear me? Is anybody out there near me? I don't wanna wake up scared I've been runnin' from this endless nightmare Can anybody out there hear me? Is anybody out there near me? I don't wanna wake up scared I've been runnin' from this endless nightmare