Worst Mistakes

Stressed all the time I've been makin' my worst mistakes Of my life, still been searching for purpose I don't know why all this pain finally surfaced Stressed out my mind, made mistakes but I'm learning And I've been makin' all of the worst mistakes of my life 'Stakes of my life Try so hard to keep it together I'm runnin' for cover but that don't suffice What's wrong with me? Feels like all the songs we're making just ain't songs to me Just a way to ventilate the demons calling me Just a way to keep me sane so they won't bother me And I'm sorry I don't answer when you call me I know you've been worried Really nothing 'gainst you just the way that I am All the pain that I've been dealing with has gone to my head, no Pain goes On and on I'm thankful I'm so fuckin' grateful That I never let go Screamin' all these melodies inside of my head I hope I hear 'em when I'm fading, racing thoughts in my bed I'll make you proud I won't quit now When there's nowhere to run I'll stand my ground, no I've been down one too many times But I'll fight 'til I can find the light I've been there done all that before Don't care what's one more war? I'll be here if you need me, I swear I drag you down but I know you still care And if you hear me, I'm so sorry I'll be better in the morning Pain goes On and on I'm thankful I'm so fuckin' grateful That I never let go-oh-oh, oh-oh And I've been making all of the worst mistakes of my life 'Stakes of my life Try so hard to keep it together I'm runnin' for cover but that don't suffice (What's wrong with me?) (What's wrong with me?) Pain goes On and on I'm thankful I'm so fuckin' grateful That I never let go-oh-oh, oh-oh