Turn Out the Lights

There's a hole in the drywall, still not fixed 'Cause I just haven't gotten around to it And besides, I'm starting to get used to the gaps Say you wish you could find some way to help To be so hard on myself So why is it easy for everyone else? I'm not always like this There's always tomorrow, I guess And I'd never do it, but it's not a joke I can't tell the difference when I'm all alone Is it real or a dream, which is worse? Can you help me? I just wanted to go to sleep When I turn out the lights When I turn out the lights There's no one left Between myself and me But when I turn out the lights When I turn out the lights When I turn out the lights Oh There's no one left Between myself and me --- Turn Out the Lights - Julien Baker