End of My Life

stepping on the scale smoke another pack Friday night, I've got no missed calls blame it on my zodiac drinking from the bottle mad about the boy I'm crying on the floor but man I'm doing it with poise and all of my friends are off getting married the older I get the world feels so scary and my mother says that I've still got time but 20 something starts to feel like it's the end of my life Oh oh, it's the end of my life 20 something starts to feel like it's the end of my life Socrates and Christ someone take the wheel gotta find my goddamn inner child I think it's time to heal my therapist tells me To manifest it well alright how bout this I've tried your self help deep breath stuff and it's making me feel like shit