TO FEEL ALIVE

I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin', yeah, yeah, yeah Hey, hey, hey, hey I loved you well, just for you to turn to an enemy I love the smell of you burnin' your last bridge with me I love it, yeah, I love it I love it, yeah, I love it Whatever makes you happy (makes you happy) It's all that ever mattered (ever mattered) And I was raised to give my thanks and hold my baby down (hold you down) That wasn't enough No, it wasn't enough, 'cause it's never enough, never enough I let them crucify me I kept my head down, humble Some people get their kicks just steppin' on your dreams, I know it Kick me while I'm down And still I get up Yeah, still I get up, every day I get up How can I give a damn when I don't give a fuck? All of the things I've lost, all I can do is love 'Cause I'm a rebel, baby, I don't play like I should You held the shovel baby, buried me in the dirt I never been a saint baby, how does a sinner taste? Don't believe what I read, got my own mind to think Guess I'm a misfit baby, they won't have all of me I'm not the perfect pretty girl up on the magazine With no opinions, she'll just smile and wave She'll never show her heart and they'll all call her brave I miss my family, things will never be the same To all the people that we lost, I'm screamin', "Rest in peace" Oh I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel alive I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel alive I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel alive I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel somethin' I just wanna feel alive --- TO FEEL ALIVE - Kali Uchis