Valentine's Day (Shameful)

Torn between crying for help And not letting them see me sweat But it's certain shit I can't forget I won't get over it easy Shit makes me queasy I am making amends with myself Forgiving me for loving you I took a risk loving loudly Defended you proudly Ignored all the signs, yeah it's true And, the immature me Wishes that I could make it known That you should be left alone Don't deserve words or thoughts from me I can go heal on my own And, the immature me Hopes the world sees just who you are, uh A facade only gets you so far And I'm bigger than you So I can't meet you where you are I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition You played the hero but you really are the villain There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings You called me crazy, but it was my intuition Used me for status and the fame and recognition It's fucking crazy what they do for recognition I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition I'd say your name but I won't, uh I got to give myself credit For loving as hard as I did I helped you fight your addiction And change your whole life Just to find myself played in the end Ain't no regrets 'cause I'm proud That my heart was so pure And I'm never ashamed of my love Now I'm finding strength in the fact That you're nothing to me And I know the things I am above And, the immature me wishes I could just run away To somewhere I still feel sane 'Cause truth is I've been fucking lost since that very day And, really I'm wishing that I Could just catch a break It's been hell every couple days And now I'm here broken expected to carry the weight I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition You played the hero but you really are the villain There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings You called me crazy, but it was my intuition Used me for status and the fame and recognition It's fucking crazy what they do for recognition I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition I'd say your name but I won't, uh That's just you (deserve recognition) I always land on my feet Bounce back getting clean and neat, whoa (whoa) Wish I didn't check your text when you was drunk 'sleep I seen everything that I ain't wanna see That I needed to see That I needed it to be Hope you live happily ever after with the bitch Fly to France wine and crackers Honeymooning with the bitch Hope you fuck around and have the son you wanted with the bitch You might be so amazed after all of this So out on the table Your friends and your family, even your label Everyone love me, damn it's so shameful I kept you stable, you should be grateful Ain't find out sooner that you was unfaithful Damn you're so shameful So fucking shameful Damn you're so, uh Fucking ungrateful, uh --- Valentine's Day (Shameful) - Kehlani