What I Deserve

What I deserve is comfort for my shaken soul And the water on my hands are tears from long ago And my skin let's it in, it's always been too thin Since I can't remember when And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve Oh darling what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve There's solace in this dusty earth and rocky hills Yeah but even starry skies can't mend my broken will My blood doesn't pour, there's nothing to bleed for I don't believe anymore And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve Oh darling what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve Now I have done the best I can Oh but what I've done, it's not who I am And oh what I deserve Now time has left me feeling old and losing hope Hell I've walked a long way just to find the end of my rope And you say that I should pray, well I would but my faith has strayed I don't believe I'll be saved And oh what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve Oh darling what I deserve, what I deserve, what I deserve --- What I Deserve - Kelly Willis