United In Grief

I hope you find some peace of mind in this lifetime (Tell them, tell 'em, tell them the truth) I hope you find some paradise (Tell them, tell 'em the truth, tell 'em, tell 'em, tell 'em, tell 'em your) I've been goin' through somethin' One thousand, eight hundred and fifty-five days I've been goin' through somethin' Be afraid What is a bitch in a miniskirt? A man in his feelings with bitter nerve What is a woman that really hurt? A demon, you're better off killin' her What is a relative makin' repetitive narratives on how you did it first? That is a predator hit reverse All of your presidents evil thirst What is a neighborhood reputable? That is a snitch on a pedestal What is a house with a better view? A family broken invariables What is a rapper with jewelry? A way that I show my maturity What if I call on security? That mean I'm callin' on God for purity I went and got me a therapist I can debate on my theories and sharin' it (whoa) Consolidate all my comparisons Humble enough because time was imperative (whoa) Startin' to feel like it's only one answer to everything I don't know where it is (whoa) Poppin' a bottle of Claritin (whoa) Is it my hate or my arrogance? (whoa) Shakin' and movin', like, what am I doin'? I'm flippin' my time through the Rolodex Indulgin' myself and my life and my music The world that I'm in is a cul-de-sac The world that we in is just menacin' The demons portrayed as religionous I wake in the mornin', another appointment I hope the psychologist listenin' The new Mercedes with black G-Wagon The "Where you from?" it was all for rap I was twenty-eight years young, twenty mil' in tax Bought a couple of mansions, just for practice Five hunnid in jewelry, chain was magic Never had it in public, late reaction 50K to cousins, post a caption Pray none of my enemies hold me captive I grieve different I grieve different (huh) I met her on the third night of Chicago North America tour, my enclave Fee-fi-fo-fum, she was a model Dedicated to the songs I wrote in her Bible Eyes light green penetratin' the moonlight Hair done in a bun, energy in the room like Big Bang for theory, God, hopin' you hear me Phone out to ring, but tell the world I'm busy Fair enough, green eyes said her mother didn't care enough Sympathize when her daddy in the chain gang Her first brother got killed, he was twenty-one I was nine when they put Lamont in the grave Heartbroken when Estelle didn't say goodbye Chad left his body after we FaceTimed Green eyes said you'd be okay, first tour, s*x the pain away I grieve different I grieve different (huh) The new Mercedes with black G-Wagon The "Where you from?" it was all for rap I was twenty-eight years young, twenty mil' in tax Bought a couple of mansions, just for practice Five hunnid in jewelry, chain was magic Never had it in public, late reaction 50K to cousins, post a caption Pray none of my enemies hold me captive So what, paralyzed, the county buildin' controlled us I bought a Rolex watch, I only wore it once I bought infinity pools I never swimmed in I watched Keem buy four cars in four months You know the family dynamics on repeat The insecurities locked down on PC I bought a .223, nobody peace treat You won't doo-doo me, I smell TNT Dave bought him a Porsche, so I bought a Porsche Paid lottery for it, I ain't want it in portions Poverty was the case, but the money wipin' the tears away I grieve different (Everybody grieves different) (Everybody grieves different) I grieve different (huh)