Only God Knows Why

I've been sittin' here trying to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Looking for the payback listening for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one yet I'm last in line I watch my younger son and it helps to pass the time I take too many pills that helps to ease the pain I made a couple of dollare bills still I feel the same Everybody knows my name they say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck with me it's hard to hang out in a croud I guess that's the price you pay to be some big shot like I am Out stretched hands and one night stands Still I can't find love And when the walls are tumbling down I will always be around Yeah And when the walls are tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things I say and do They don't understand about the shit I've been through It's been so long since I've been home I've been gone, I've been gone way too long Maybe I've forgotten all the things I miss Oh, somehow I know there is more to life than this I've said it too many times and I still stand firm You get what you put in and people get what the deserve Still I ain't seen mine, no I ain't seen mine I've been given but just ain't gettin' I've been walkin' that thin line So I think I'll keep a walking with my head held high I'll keep moving on and only God knows why Only God, only God, only God knows why Only God knows why, why, why, why Only God knows why Take it to the river, hey Take me to the river, hey