Vulnerable (Free Cool)

In the world I be in (Let the BandPlay) I guess you wonder where I been I'm searchin' to find a love within' How you gon' love me? I don't love myself All night flights, I'm neglectin' my health I'm totin' hammers, chasin' after death Said I was vibin' this time I got a thing for you, baby, I don't know what it is Everybody love to hate me, I don't know what I did Ride on my face, baby, sit on my lip I got yo' water runnin', mm-mm I want you to conceive my kid, pee on this stick I think I did me somethin' last time I was here I'm so committed, I would die for what I live for Some people may not ever find what they dreamed of So loyal for you, I go dive in and deep in Sometimes might even compromise what I believe in I miss my brother Cool, I'm out here by myself, it got me vulnerable And I done been betrayed, don't even care to hide it, crossed me in my face Fucked up once, so many times it feels weird, somebody keeps it real You will switch on anything and anybody, dawg, if you ain't ridin' for this I gave you all the game, I gave you all the information to hurt me Sat down and taught you all the ways for you to hurt me Killin' my liver with the liquor and the Perkys Thanks for the losses and the gains on this journey Wanna kill my nigga, but I really wanna heal from it I got some things buried, I still ain't never healed from it You fooled me once, you can't get the good me a second way Matter fact, I lost track of myself in the first place I miss my brother Cool, I'm out here by myself, it got me vulnerable I'm walkin' 'round with my hands out beggin' for love I need anybody God know peace and nothing's private I can't do nothin' private I miss my brother Cool, I'm out here by myself, it got me vulnerable You left me in the cold with nobody to warn me Nobody understood me 'cause nobody know me Came back to let you know, that even though you hurt me, I can't let you go --- Vulnerable (Free Cool) - Kodak Black