Captive

I don't want to be happy again My disease and me are perfectly content with this My pain is my own I'm not afraid of living or dying alone It's okay, I know It's the fear all the tears you'll go I can't wait (wait, wait, wait) You want to take drugs, of course you do You want that fake love, yeah, I want it too I'm still the same thug I want to capture you in hate I want to feel numb I want to sing to you Just like I'm undone I'm feeling you I never think I'm going to feel okay Just tell me I'm worse than I've been Inside of the room I used to fade away and then I'm lost in my head A dream of death and losing what I've made It's okay I know It's the fear all the tears you'll go I can't wait You want to take drugs You want that fake love I'm still the same thug you hate I want to feel numb Just like I'm undone I never think I'm going to feel okay You want to take drugs, of course you do You want that fake love, yeah, I want it too I'm still the same thug I want to capture you in hate I want to feel numb I want to sing to you Just like I'm undone I'm feeling you I never think I'm going to feel okay You want to take drugs You want that fake love I'm still the same thug you hate I want to feel numb Just like I'm undone I never think I'm going to feel okay