13 Beaches

I don't belong in the world But that's what it is Something separates me from other people Everywhere I turn There's something blocking my escape It took thirteen beaches to find one empty But finally it's mine With dripping peaches I'm camera ready Almost all the time But I still get lonely And baby only then Do I let myself recline? Can I let go? And let your memory dance In the ballroom of my mind Across the county line It hurts to love you But I still love you It's just the way I feel And I'd be lying If I kept hiding The fact that I can't deal And that I've been dying For something real But I've been dying for something real It took thirteen beaches to find one empty But finally I'm fine Past Ventura And lenses plenty In the white sunshine But you can still find me If you ask nicely Underneath the pines With the daisies Feeling hazy In the ballroom of my mind Across the county line It hurts to love you But I still love you It's just the way I feel And I'd be lying If I kept hiding The fact that I can't deal And that I've been dying For something real But I've been dying for something real It hurts to love you But I still love you It's just the way I feel And I'd be lying If I kept hiding The fact that I can't deal The fact that I can't deal