Right now (right now, right now, right now, right now, right now, right now)
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
Give me a reason
I've been trying not to
Stay on point
I've been tryna save my voice
But y'all gave me no choice
The world gone mad, can't ignore this noise
Look at these people found dead in the streets
I got some partners that hate the police
Me I'm just trying to hold onto my peace
'Cause I'm liable to lose it and go get the piece
I need a reason, I need a season
Pleaded with Jesus, all of this grieving
They be like F U and what you believe in
I do not trip, I keep it G
What in the H, you say in the I?
Ain't no JK when I'm talking to God
Don't need a reason to open my eyes
If I'm still breathing, I'm running for Ahmaud, man
Uh, yeah, I've been doing better than I was before
I walk with a limp 'cause I've been wrestling with the Holy Ghost
Deep end of this pit but still somehow I keep on floating on
Thought I lost my grip but God reminded me it's holy
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
Give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
Give me a reason
I've been trying not to
Yeah, I might go crazy
I might go MJ back in the 80s
Back in the 90s, I might go off
For they better not try me, it might get dicey
I ain't tryna go back to the old me
I'm tryna hang on like my mama told me
Sometimes legs get weak and your arms give out
And you sink to the bottom slowly
A grown man wishing that somebody hold me
Never knew my daddy so nobody show me
Taught me how to walk through the storm when your heart feel heavy
And it's hard and you're feeling lonely, but lowkey
High priest got the keys to the kingdom
Highkey low enough to bring 'em
And I need all of what he's bringing
I might go off the deep end, I just need another reason, yeah
Uh, yeah, I've been doing better than I was before
I walk with a limp 'cause I've been wrestling with the Holy Ghost
Deep end of this pit but still somehow I keep on floating on
Thought I lost my grip but God reminded me it's holy
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
Give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
Give me a reason
I've been trying not to
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Deep End - Lecrae
