The Rest of My Life

I fell asleep last Saturday Underneath polluted skies I walked alone in those Jersey nights And I Saw the board walk start to fall The empty ness starts to drown The quiet corners of this town tonight Late last night I made my plans It was the only thing I felt I could do Said goodbye to my best friend Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth It's gonna kill me the rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's time to face All of my past mistakes It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life This is my all time low Somehow it feels so familiar Somehow it seems so familiar I fell like letting go And every second that goes by I'm screaming out for second tries Said goodbye to my best friend Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth It's gonna kill me the rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's time to face All of my past mistakes I've got to live with them the rest of my life This is the mess I've made These are the words I can't erase This is my life support Shutting down For the final time And it swings like a blade? And kills me for the rest of my life If you won't forgive me the rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's time to face All of my past mistakes It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life