absolute in doubt

Runnin' up that hill, you pushin' me back Wish that I can make you want it bad I don't need it though (I don't need it though) Sometimes you make me wait and make it like a plan Wish that you could help me understand Why? 'Cause I don't know (I don't know, I don't know) Sometimes I feel that weight, I hold that in my chest Sometimes I hold it back, other times I'm blessed Other times I want more, you put me in debt I want you like Zoloft Wanna be like so inside, wanna be like For me want you to be more into it than this For me I want more than you seem to wanna give I see passion in the way you turn your back Money and the ice, I put upon your wrist There's a silhouette inside, a lucid dream I project myself on you, then back to me There's a reason that she doesn't call me back It is the way, it is the way it really seems There's a vision of an altar now, me and the one Some passin' on and out (And out, and out) It wasn't somethin' that I thought about But, knew that you were absolute in doubt It wasn't somethin' that I thought about But knew that you were absolute in doubt I just really wanna talk to you again That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end It wasn't somethin' 'til you brought it up I knew that you were tryna make it out Without a single scar, clawin' at my heart I saw you in his car, swear I knew it from the start Bring me down, it's not that easy Lay me down, just please don't leave me I remember you were climbin' on top of me Why you actin' like you fuckin' forgot me? I've been dreamin' about a place out in Hollywood Tell my mama that I'm movin' to Hollywood Bring me down, it's not that easy Lay me down, just please don't leave me Bring me down, it's not that easy Lay me down, just please don't leave me It wasn't somethin' that I thought about But, knew that you were absolute in doubt I just really wanna talk to you again That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end --- absolute in doubt - Lil Peep and Wicca Phase Springs Eternal