Good As It Gets

I'm not who I used to be I wouldn't know that guy if he was standing in front of me I've got this tendency Just leave it up to me to be sad in paradise I've got a good heart But I fuck it up for the art Had a good life But could never really see that It got so bad, looking for love in the trash If I had it wouldn't know how to keep it Well maybe I’m a mess And maybe I’m depressed And maybe I’ll just find out who I am And I won't like who it is And I’m a wreck I do it for the s*x And maybe I gotta realize, This is as good as it gets I try to retrace my steps Maybe I’ll find where it all went wrong But I haven't yet Cashing another check Yeah I'm spending all my money Just trying to forget I've got a good heart But sometimes I’m a little dark Had a good life But I could never really see that It got so bad, looking for love in the trash If I had it I wouldn't know how to keep it Well maybe I’m a mess I think that I’m depressed sometimes it’s the best that I can do to just get out of my bed I’m still a wreck the last time I checked and maybe I just gotta realize.