She Crows (Documented Minor Emotional Breakdown #4)

Writing sleeper hits for all these weeping dip shits Turning tricks for cheap kicks where I can I turn 'em with my whole damn body She told her friends she'd got with me, she lied it drunkenly I'm only angry 'cause I wish she had I wish it with my whole damn body 50,000 cotton wool balls line your whole bedroom floor Soaked in black tears from your mascara, resemble piles of coal We'll stack them up high and lie by fireside, to the morning from the night Led on an ex-boyfriend's corpse I slit from gullet to balls and splayed his face to the floor She crows "You want my happiness, but on your terms" And I know you're just a foot up out of the doldrums All the finger sucking, singer fucking girls Are making me wake up in these cold sweats I sweat it from my whole damn body Swapping drinks tickets for all these indiscreet snippets Of how it feels to truly be adored I feel it in my whole damn body Blue blood, red carpet burns and the white of your home counties skin Daddy's a patriot, enjoyed this summer a lot, but hide your jubilee knees Me, half hard, from what I dreamt Pressed in the corner of your bed recollecting what we did Taxi cab to Travelodge he drops me off outside the lobby Lowers his wink like guillotine Invite in for coffee when the night ends We get Head like Nescafé gold blend Big tip for the pretty girl waiting the IHOP These blank napkins/unwritten suicide notes It's dark inside these eyelids, blacker than the ink (squid)