Forever (Is a Long Time)

What the hell is wrong with me? Feels like I don't feel what most should feel And I hate it, looks like you're having so much fun Don't even think my legs could carry me, if I tried to run And I've got plenty of scars I'm trying to not let this be one But I think it won You know my body, it feels numb I just wanna come over and plan our next life And I wanna cry on your shoulders, but you hate to see me cry She said I never wanna be sober, but I'm trying, I'm really trying Cause you know I wanna live forever, but forever's a real long time And lately, feels like I am floating on thin air And every time we talk it's like I'm not really there You say, I've been so distant these days Misjudged the length of this hallway I got stuck in my own daze Friends they call it a phase I sure hope that it is I couldn't tell you what day it is Say it's all good, nothing is When will the good times reappear You wanna disappear She said, I just wanna come over and plan our next life And I wanna cry on your shoulders, but you hate to see me cry She said I never wanna be sober, but I'm trying I'm really trying Cause you know I wanna live forever, but forever's a real long time People they get tired I just wanna come over and plan our next life And I'd love to cry on your shoulders, you can't stand to see me cry She said I never wanna get older, but I can't slow down time We won't live forever, but forever's a real long time --- Forever (Is a Long Time) - Lucy Blue