Shouldn't Be

I can't stop feelin' like none of this matters at Fool around, tell me words that you don't mean I'm already numb to it I'm already numb to it Feed me lies, tear me up, break me down I don't wanna be playin' these games I'm already used to it I'm already used to you bein' this cold But keepin' you close shouldn't be hard If you were honest when you said you missed me You've played with my pride Makin' me feel like we had somethin' real I know we've been over this, it's nothin' new You're still gonna be leavin' me here It's easier hatin' you than missin' you But I don't wanna be feelin' this way I'm already through with it I'm already tired of thinkin' at all 'Cause keepin' you close shouldn't be hard If you were honest when you said you missed me You've played with my pride Makin' me feel like we had somethin' real And makin' you stay shouldn't feel wrong This is the last time I'll ask you to listen I've played all my cards Would you feel a thing if you saw me right now? No matter what I say to you You're gone (I've been tryin' in vain to hold on) No matter what I say Keepin' you close shouldn't be hard If you were honest when you said you've missed me You've played with my pride Makin' me feel like we had somethin' real And makin' you stay shouldn't feel wrong This is the last time I'll ask you to listen I've played all my cards Would you feel a thing if you saw me right now?