Hollywood Whore

Am I wrong for being lost? The pressures of being boss Exhausted every bone in my body, I can't walk I don't talk, I scream, I don't stop to think I'm so close to the dream that I can't go to sleep Ironic I know, so I need more chronic to roll Tryna find what's more important, the money or my soul? It's cold, I'm low I'm caught between the roads Under the Hollywood sign, you get blinded by the glow Uh, yo, how could you look me in the face? You sat at the table with my daughter Promising you got us right after you finished saying grace Why don't you tell her what your hidin' in the bank? It's time to cut my lawn and see the snakes It's time to tell the truth to every fan Who doesn't understand that it's because of you they had to wait While you left me here to deal with all the hate I still smile but feel so fake It's no sun the clouds are opaque So much shade I read on one page I can't even look at your name without getting the shakes What a mistake, uh Look how you take, uh What doesn't belong to you, this was a rape And if fate send us both to heaven I'ma keep a blade in my leather so I can kill you at the gate, uh (First place) Isn't worth it when you see it's all (two-faced) Tryna fit into a world with no (new space) Commit third degree murder (what for?) Tryna play me like a Hollywood Whore (First place) Isn't worth it when you see it's all (two-faced) Tryna fit into a world with no (new space) Commit third degree murder (what for?) Tryna play me like a Hollywood Whore I woke up sweatin' Tryna forget I'm in a mansion Because fans are mad at my expansion And my friend I thought was family who'd always understand me Got offended 'cause he jealous we're supposed to be at the Grammys I'm askin', when did pride and passion get mistaken for handouts and ass-kissing? The fact is I made it from trailer trash to Saks 5th Took it from underground to massive and the come up was classic Back when white boys rapped they gettin' their ass kicked I was battlin' putting these rappers in caskets I was walking home getting jumped after classes Tell me, why don't my haters mention that shit now? My rent is due and I'm the tenant getting by with no credit Got residue from sedative I ain't get from the medic My schedule is so fuckin' hectic but still I'm in debt I'd be better off dead so life insurance keeps my family fed It's because of y'all I couldn't separate from my career 'Cause of y'all I hated myself for so many years 'Cause of you, you ain't never gonna see me trust Even If I got a wife, she's just somebody I fuck (First place) Isn't worth it when you see it's all (two-faced) Tryna fit into a world with no (new space) Commit third degree murder (what for?) Tryna play me like a Hollywood Whore (First place) Isn't worth it when you see it's all (two-faced) Tryna fit into a world with no (new space) Commit third degree murder (what for?) Tryna play me like a Hollywood Whore City of Angels (danger) The City of Angels (danger)