self sabotage

I tell you to leave when I want you to stay I'm stuck in my ways, I can't win my own game If it's meant to be, then I'll throw it away, oh Hurt you for no reason, I won't call you back Then I break you into pieces so I don't get attached Get so caught up in my feelings, float until we crash And we're runnin' out of gas, I was hopin' we could last, but I start to fall, then I cave And I push you away You could call it self-sabotage I love to dig my own grave Somethin' wrong with my brain You could call it self-sabotage It's a self-fulfillin' prophecy I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me Shit's never goin' my way Now I'm drownin' in blame You could call it self-sabotage I'm hard to love, this girl is a gun I'm killin' 'em softly, one by one So fill up your lungs, yeah, you better run, oh Hurt you for no reason, I won't call you back Then I break you into pieces so I don't get attached Get so caught up in my feelings, float until we crash And we're runnin' out of gas, I was hopin' we could last, but I start to fall, then I cave And I push you away You could call it self-sabotage I love to dig my own grave Somethin' wrong with my brain You could call it self-sabotage It's a self-fulfillin' prophecy I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me Shit's never goin' my way Now I'm drownin' in blame You could call it self-sabotage Hurt you for no reason, I won't call you back And I break you into pieces so I don't get attached Get so caught up in my feelings, float until we crash And we're runnin' out of gas, I was hopin' we could last, but I start to fall, then I cave And I push you away You could call it self-sabotage I love to dig my own grave Somethin' wrong with my brain You could call it self-sabotage It's a self-fulfillin' prophecy I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me Shit's never goin' my way Now I'm drownin' in blame You could call it self-sabotage