Just to Hold You Once Again

Do you know How it feels Lying here without you baby? You could never understand What's happening to me So alone Nothing's real I just dream about you baby And forever wonder why you had To break free Even though you're not my lover Even though you're not my friend I would give my all To have you here Just to hold you once again It's so hard To believe I don't have you right beside me As I long to touch you But you're out of my reach And my heart doesn't feel It's so very cold inside me Just a shadow of someone that I used to be Even though you're not my lover Even though you're not my friend I would give my all To have you here Just to hold you once again You were the only one (only one) That I allowed inside my heart Now I'm just holding on To something so far gone Oh where did I go wrong? Even though you're not my lover And even though you're not my friend I would give my all To have you here Just to hold you once again Just to hold you once again --- Just To Hold You Once Again - Mariah Carey