How

I have been searching for your touch Unlike any touch I've ever known And I never thought about you much Till I'm broken down and all alone No I don't understand the meaning of love I do not mind if I die trying, oh Took you for granted When you lifted me up I'm asking for your help I am going through hell Afraid nothing can save me But the sound of your voice You cut out all the noise And now that I can see mistakes so clearly, now I'd kill if I could take you back But how? But how? I can feel it in my guts What's going on with him now Don't patronize me with lies I'ma man, be a woman now I have been bound by the shackles of love And I don't mind if I die tied up Took you for granted When you lifted me up I'm asking for your help I am going through hell Afraid nothing can save me But the sound of your voice You cut out all the noise And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now I'd kill if I could take you back But how? But how? But how? But how? Why must we be so ugly And please do not speak ill of me Why does the one you love Become the one who makes you want to cry And why? Why? Why? No I don't understand the meaning of love I do not mind if I die trying I do not mind if I die trying I do not mind if I die trying