Four Leaf Dream

I was so mad at you for leaving But thank God, you did My mind's a constant stream of what I should've said I was so overwhelmed by all you had done And it's unusual, I never jump the gun I let it all just drift away If only I had time to make it all okay And God I tried It took a while for me to see it wasn't right You were my never ending four leaf dream You held the keys to what was bittersweet Now you're my past tense, intense company Maybe I'll go back to sleep I was so mad at me for seeing what was never there I painted pictures with the words that you prepared I was so overwhelmed by all you had done And it's confusing 'cause you let me hold the gun I watched it all drift away If only I had time to make it all okay And God I tried It took a while for me to see it wasn't right You were my never ending four leaf dream You held the keys to what was bittersweet Now you're my past tense, intense company Hope I don't fall back asleep