Somebody

I've been headed to the bottom of the barrel for a while now I think I need to slow down I've been blaming everybody but myself and yet somehow I feel the weight deep down Yeah, you know me Making friends with all my demons, never lonely Self-destructive and I know it But it's only a matter of time before I'm outta my mind I think I need a lifeline I don't know when I became somebody Somebody I don't recognize I swear to God I never saw this coming I never thought I'd leave it all behind I want it, don't need it I had to realize I hate it, I feed it Believed my own lies I really think that I could use somebody Somebody to bring me back to life Sometimes it comes in waves And hits me out of nowhere like a hurricane Feels like I'm going insane I don't wanna be a problem But my self-control's a losing game When the venom's in my veins Yeah, you know me Makin friends with all my demons, never lonely Self-destructive and I know it but it's only A matter of time before I'm outta my mind I wish that I could rewind I don't know when I became somebody Somebody I don't recognize I swear to God I never saw this coming I never thought I'd leave it all behind I want it, don't need it I had to realize I hate it, I feed it Believed my own lies I really think that I could use somebody Somebody to bring me back to life Yeah, you know me Makin friends with all my demons, never lonely Self-destructive and I know it but its only A matter of time Before it's flatlined vital signs Can I be revived? Can I be revived? I don't know when I became somebody Somebody I don't recognize I swear to God I never saw this coming I never thought I'd leave it all behind I want it, don't need it I had to realize I hate it, I feed it Believed my own lies I really think that I could use somebody Somebody to bring me back to life Can I be revived? Somebody to bring me back to life