Drawing Board

I can recall only this one time This kind of control the girl had on my mind I'm falling deep, I can't get out I've never acted this way before I spent days and nights in my bedroom Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you Write a song a day but she won't like it anyway Back to the drawing board With the words you've heard a million times before Feeling alone, and she's on my mind Try to erase all the pain from that time She's breaking up, and I'm breaking down Now I'm headed out of this fucked up town I spent days and nights in my bedroom Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you Write a song a day but the band won't like it anyway Back to the drawing board With the words you've heard a million times before In your head So love me, so I can be myself again Now hate me, so things seem normal in my head I'm trying, to break away this ball and chain So hate me, so things seem normal in my head Things seem normal in my head I spent days and nights in my bedroom Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you I spent days and nights in my bedroom Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you Write a song a day but she won't like it anyway Back to the drawing board With the words you've heard a million times before In your head I am dead