I'm Just a Buzzkill

I never noticed the booze Or all the context clues My dad hurt u He hurt me too I kissed a couple of dudes But that was in my youth I’m still confused I’m still confused How’m i the family glue? I’m only 22 My egos huge I’m still a douche Breaking hearts till they bruise Or at least trying to s*x doesn’t do What it used to do I’m a coward too With the shortest fuse Always sad & blue And then i realized I’m just a buzzkill Looking for a lover I’m just an asshole Working undercover Like What do u see in me? What do u see in me? I haven’t moved on from u I only pretend to You’re just a muse That’s nothing new And i don’t mean to intrude But could u tie my noose It’s a little loose Kind of like u I’m sorry all that i knew Was how to tell the truth I swear to u I’m not that rude I know u hated me too Cause i am not like u I do the things That u can’t do I’m a coward too With the shortest fuse Always sad & blue And now/then i realized I’m just a buzzkill Looking for a lover I’m just an asshole Working undercover Like What do u see in me? What do u see in me? I don’t wanna fall in love again I don’t wanna fall in love again I don’t wanna fall in love again I don’t wanna fall in love again