Care

I've been fighting with myself for seventeen years Some nights I wish that I could just disappear When I talk, not sincere, I don't fit in with my peers They've been tryna talk to Edgar, hope you know that he's not there Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff All this shit keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck Damn, I think I'm running out of fucks, yeah I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a shit Say you're sorry, but will never change the shit that you did So don't waste all my time with your lies and your fears Brain wastes away, and I'll watch it decay Sitting down with my thoughts, I watch 'em all rot away I saw all my friends leave, I watched 'em fading away But there's nothing I could do, there's nothing that I could say Oh, you're sorry, I don't care, said I need you, never there In my feelings in this chair, hope you know that life ain't fair Think we cool, no, we not, hope you burn, hope you rot I ain't give a second thought when I shoot the second shot Call, call, call, but I'm never picking up Sick and tired, tired, tired, at this point, I've had enough Say you care, care, care, but you're lying, called your bluff All this shit keeps on happening, but I guess it's my luck Damn, I think I'm running out of fucks, yeah I'm at a point in my life where I don't give a shit Say you're sorry, but will never change the shit that you did So don't waste all my time with your lies and your fears