I'm packing my stuff cuh I'm driving away
Had a full course meal and it started with love
And I really thought that was okay
But fuck my dessert cus' it ended with pain
I get in ma car, might take out the breaks
And now that I left... they want me to stay
But now its too late cuh I'm changing my name
Might move to the states and edit my face
Cuh I wanna go back to "I felt no pain"
I wanna start my life again
I say that I'm fine, got a fucked up life
I just wanna start it again
Rewrite my wrongs and fix mistakes
Wanna start my life again
I don't wanna die but I want a new life
I just wanna start it again
I wish that I spoke way more in school
And I wish that I made some friends
But I didn't fit in, had a childlike mind
But I weren't childish so I stayed in my lane
Had nothing to say, didn't waste my words
Now I get paid every time that I talk
And I rap for ones that's been hurt too
I'm in need of a nurse, left my heart on a verse
And I wish that I passed my courses
I dropped out of colly, said my music important
I didn't give a fuck what my family think
Cus' I know deep down that they didn't support it
It's dark outside if I crash right now
Then I know the whole world will be mourning
Cus' I made me a name but I still let my family down
And it's fucking exhausting
And to the ex that I left, my very first love
You know it's my biggest regret
But I can't comprehend cus' it fucks with my head
That I was hurting your soul and I left you upset
If I could go back, yeah I'd give you my best
So I made you a song, I don't know if you care
14th of dece, is the day that we met
I just wanna rest, start my life all again, fuck!
I'm packing my stuff cuh I'm driving away
Had a full course meal and it started with love
And I really thought that was okay
But fuck my dessert cus' it ended with pain
I get in ma car, might take out the breaks
And now that I left... they want me to stay
But now its too late cuh I'm changing my name
Might move to the states and edit my face
Cuh I wanna go back to "I felt no pain"
I wanna start my life again
I say that I'm fine, got a fucked up life
I just wanna start it again
Rewrite my wrongs and fix mistakes
Wanna start my life again
I don't wanna die but I want a new life
I just wanna start it again
