Bad Thing

Wake up, hand upon my forehead Can't believe this is the way I live Even now Still somehow Told my mom it was the last time Told myself maybe it's okay One more time One more time I don't wanna call first thing in the morning Desperate for help to feel normal Over and over and over again I keep doing bad, bad, bad, bad, bad I did a bad thing I wasn't thinking I did a bad thing I wasn't thinking Get caught in empty conversation Fake friends and chemical temptations Turn them down Turn them down This time I will take it slowly Say no to everything I don't need Turn it down Turn it down I don't wanna call first thing in the morning Desperate for help to feel normal Over and over and over again I keep doing bad, bad, bad, bad, bad I did a bad thing I wasn't thinking I did a bad thing I wasn't thinking Ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha I don't ever, ever, ever wanna go to sleep I, I, I don't ever, ever, ever wanna to go to sleep I, I, I don't ever, ever, ever wanna to go to sleep 'Cause I want more and I want more Until I wake up, turn around And I did a bad thing I did a bad thing Over and over and over again Over and over and over again Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha (again) Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha Over and over and over again Over and over and over and over again