What's Up?

You, you've got a lot on your plate this week A lot of promises you couldn't keep, and that's just fine I'm just trying not to lose my shit this time Avoiding everything and saying I'm fine, and we're out of sync And I'm not sure why nothing makes me feel like getting out of bed And I'm not sure what's going wrong inside my head I've honestly never felt this lousy in my life before It makes no sense to me, I should be happy, should be thankful for The friends I have around me, the support of my fractured family But still, I'm just pretending that I'm fine When I'm feeling lousy all the time I'm such a fuck I'm such a fucking piece of shit and you hate me for it We just haven't really been on the same page Crossing our wires, oversensitive to everything you say to me, but I I think that I'm so self-aware but I just overthink But still I never realized how much it's been infecting I've honestly never felt this lousy in my life before It makes no sense to me, I should be happy, should be thankful for The friends I have around me, the support of my fractured family But still I'm just pretending that I'm fine When I'm feeling lousy all the time I'm feeling lousy all the time