Phases

Why contain that they say I am crazy I am blazing through these phases Why contain that they say I am crazy I am blazing through these phases I had so much to lose But I couldn’t stand losing you You caught me at a time where I was battered and bruised Had my spark stolen and my heart broken And you were the only one with the tools It was hard holding up, my art slowing up My head sinking right in the pool All my broads rolled off me All my closest friends turned and hit me with the deuce Biggest reality check and the longest of destiny calls I never thought that I’d lose all the ones that I love just to say that I made it this far I never thought that I’d kill the whole game in a minute A round of applause, hats off You’ll never say I’m a fluke or a one hit wonder or another one that slacked off I was all about you Like I had nothing to do Feelings caught out in the air I had something to prove So into you I was screwed Can’t even focus on anything, I’m skipping school Hustling money for juice To pick you up from your place to the club, I was cool My exes call me a fool But I never gave ‘em half a fuck, let alone two Why contain that they say I am crazy (But I gave three fucks about you) I am blazing through these phases (All I cared about was you, you) Why contain that they say I am crazy I am blazing through these phases I was all about us Love and compassion and trust Finally got to cuff the one that was always my crush You was my angel as dust You were everyday drug, my escape from the club You were my homie, my bruh You were my number one plug and we didn’t give no fucks You had a young nigga sprung You made a youngin go dumb, we’d caress and we brush Then we’d talk reckless and fuss Then everything just got tough and we couldn’t adjust Friends got between us and just wouldn’t leave us And my word to Jesus I hated their guts He was just testing our trust But fuck I hated that shit I was all about you Like I had nothing to do Feelings caught out in the air I had something to prove So into you I was screwed Can’t even focus on anything, I’m skipping school Hustling money for juice To pick you up from your place to the club, I was cool My exes call me a fool But I never gave ‘em half a fuck, let alone two Why contain that they say I am crazy (But I gave a fuck about you) I am blazing through these phases Why contain that they say I am crazy I am blazing through these phases Why contain that they say I am crazy I am blazing through these phases Why contain that they say I am crazy I am blazing through these phases Okay, okay Alright, alright Okay, okay Alright, alright Are we just gonna stay like this forever? Floating? I’m serious, my heart is curious ‘Cause I’m confused when we’re together Feels like I am choking with all these emotions You maybe the one for me, I think it’s pretty plain to see When he said more money, more fucking blessings She said more money, more reckless flexing She said more money, more s*x and extra, extra credit Extra bracelets, diamond necklaces And I know you love me but I will never let my crush, crush me (And I know I love you but poppa said don’t let your crush, crush you) And that’s why I contain that they say I am crazy I am blazing through all these phases I contain that they say I am crazy I am blazing through all these phases I contain it, I am crazy I am blazing through these phases I contain it, I am crazy I am blazing through all these... I contain it, through all these phases --- Phases - Nasty C and Rowlene