I Couldn't Wait To Leave 6 Months Ago

From up here this town don't look so bad I'm looking down at this place I hate and at least for a second it seems okay But I'm not getting over it Getting used to it It's been so long since everything seemed to fit And it's not a case of being scared or undeserving I'm just questioning the purpose of leaving what I thought was pulling me down But I'll bite my tongue and grit my teeth I'll leave my heart where I leave my home I never thought that I'd be on my own I never knew that I had this in me I kind of think it came all too quickly But I know that growing up's a part of growing up So I guess I'll just face the facts and throw my bags up on this broken back I'll learn from my mistakes and find a place where I can breathe Somewhere that I can breathe I'll miss the smell of the rain on my road The dirty streets of the town I call home My friends that kept me from feeling alone And the broken promises you made that forced me to grow And I'll miss the paths I've walked a thousand times The mistakes that I made, the lessons learned from the nights That I spent with my friends in this town I resent All 'cause this is the last of time that I'll spend around here --- I Couldn't Wait To Leave 6 Months Ago - Neck Deep