Down

I'm sick of this and that Do you really wanna know what I've been through? Gotta take you back to when I was 22 Had the worst conversations, the worst temptations And I don't mean to be down and all But all I really needed was the alcohol, yeah To hold me back, to break me down When I was looking for you, you were never around It feels like there's nowhere I can turn When I'm down, it's never a concern I feel tired, but I don't sleep at night I'm still a human right? Don't leave me home tonight I'm sick just numb the pain, everybody hands up if you feel the same I'm sick just numb the pain I don't really wanna feel I'm going insane If I could just control my mind I wouldn't need to run and hide If I could show you all inside Then you would know what hell is like Tried seeing different doctors They said, "Listen here, son you're just bombarded with all these thoughts that have you thin" Takin' all these pills to feel a bit Got me thinking that life is truly short Got me thinking that this is my last resort All I wanted was for them to hear me more Why am I the only one surviving the storm? It feels like there's nowhere I can turn When I'm down, it's never a concern I feel tired, but I don't sleep at night I'm still a human right? Don't leave me home tonight If I could just control my mind I wouldn't need to run and hide If I could show you all inside Then you would know what hell is like If I could just control my mind I wouldn't need to run and hide If I could show you all inside Then you would know what hell is like If I could show you all inside Then you would know what hell is like If I could show you I would show the world Then you would know what hell is like