everything in my mind

I'm staring at my scattered thoughts And falling way too far in my head My head, into my head, my head It feels like I've Got no direction, gotta find there remedy Is my mind broken cos I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed? I've tried, it's so fitting that this happens at the worst time I start overthinking everything in my mind And I don't know how to fake it if don't feel anything It's been like this for a while now I watch the hours pass before I start to meltdown And wish that I was anybody else but me now Cause what I'm focusing on is blurring the lines I'm losing my confidence Feeling like I don't deserve no acknowledgement Breaking my promises I'm being honest the future is ominous I wish I was better at solving a problem Instead of just starting 'em I'm giving it everything Giving it all just to give it away Is my mind broken cos I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed? I'm highly conflicted my mind got me feeling like I'm just a copy Got a lot written down but nothing is sticking I'm thinking I need a new hobby Like what is the point if I have no direction A lot on my plate and I'm feeling the tension Mentally drained cause I'm over obsessing On letting 'em down I hate the rejection I don't know what I want now I hate the rejection but I ain't bout stopping My mental is lethal My thoughts can be toxic I'm about to break down This life got thinking 'bout loving the pain I think that I'm broken I'm going insane Is my mind broken cos I can't start something new? Everyone's counting on me But my mind's broken and I'm left sorting it through Is this how I'm designed?