MISTAKE

I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm ok If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself Tryna show you I'm not a mistake I've got qualities that I'm not proud of I've made promises that I walked out on I've had days I feel I don't deserve love So think what you think, just don't call me a Mistake, might of made some Can't argue with that, but I ain't one Even though I sometimes get afraid of Having to face the wrath of an anxious me I get it 'cause I actually Feel the same sometimes I think I might be a lost cause who turns off 'Cause the way I read Into what I've been through You'd think I'm mental But it pays off though when the rent's due I pursue what I love and if it goes South and falls down just know I'll stand on my own two feet Don't you see Those that oppose on me Most won't leave Thinkin' I might retreat Show my teeth quick if you turn on me 'cause I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm ok If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself Tryna show you I'm not a mistake I've got qualities that I'm not proud of I've made promises that I walked out on I've had days I feel I don't deserve love So think what you think, just don't call me a Just don't call me a Just don't call me a Mistake 'cause I'm not one Misplaced but I found a Lot of resentment Causes a mess when you let it get to the place of No confidence Struggle with it, that's obvious But not enough to make me second guess If I'd die for the ones I love So don't you get confused Thinking if you Bring me down I'ma just choose To let myself get used I don't live like that I feel trapped I might lash out I gotta watch my back Cross my path, especially with ill intent You'll regret you ever took that task If and when this thing could all go bad Don't you act like no one warned you yet 'cause I feel like I'm at standstill waiting for you to tell me I'm ok If time heals, tell me why do I kill myself Tryna show you I'm not a mistake I've got qualities that I'm not proud of I've made promises that I walked out on I've had days I feel I don't deserve love So think what you think, just don't call me a Mistake --- MISTAKE - NF