Phantom

All this time wasted and all this time gone You are still waiting on me Every time you leave the house, remember you're not safe But you are hardly ever And all those times that I could swear I heard you speak You spoke in such low voice Of how if you could choose you would choose not to feel 'Cause you are hardly ever happy Sometimes I find myself standing in those stairs With eyes so blank and unsure Realizing this is not where I want to be And not where I want to go And I don't mean to somehow always disagree But I feel that you do not see In order to love, you have to be all you can be And mostly you have to love yourself Oh, with all this time wasted and all this time gone You are still waiting on me Oh, but if I could choose I would choose not to feel 'Cause I am hardly ever happy I am hardly ever happy --- Phantom - Of Monsters and Men