Heavy

Do you think about me at night? When the sky is losing the light I swear my head fills up with memories every time Are you moving on with your life? Did you find a job you like? I always thought you could do anything And I've been running over all the things that I will never say to you Like how I just wanna hang with you And watch Grand Designs I've been trying to train my mind to put you in another category But it's still not coming naturally After all this time So tell me Why this has to be So heavy Tell me Why this has to be 'Cause I really thought that we'd be cool Some exception to the rule But honestly I think it has to be this heavy I wish your mom and I could be friends I think about her now and then How we drove up to her house I'll never see that dog again Guess I needed a minute To live a life without you in it But you're in every stripey t-shirt that I own Oh I've been running over all the things that I will never say to you Like how I just wanna sing with you As we're walking home And I've been kissing different faces just to make it a reality I did it for the therapy But I felt alone So tell me Why this has to be So heavy Tell me Why this has to be 'Cause I really thought that we'd be cool Some exception to the rule But honestly I think it has to be this heavy Do you think about Do you think about, think about Do you think about Do you think about it too? Do you think about Do you think about, think about Do you think about Do you think about it too? Do you think about Do you think about, think about Do you think about Do you think about it too? Do you think about Do you think about, think about Do you think about Do you think about it too?